I just have to keep on keeping on… feeling overwhelmed with all that is on my plate and constantly reminding myself that all I can do is just keep on keeping on… moving forward and facing the light…
I am so proud of all I have done here on this website and yet when I adventure to other peers websites I fall into comparison mode… this isn’t the most professional site… but it is mine… it’s all I can do… I can’t afford to pay someone to create it for me at this point and all I can do is the best I can do… it’s all baby steps …my learning how to use and create this site… that doesn’t even touch the difficulty I have in promoting myself….after all these years I still have such a hard time putting myself out there and touting my gifts and skills as valuable… why am I so hard on myself?
today’s affirmation from Louise Hay cards was I release all feelings of negativity and guilt… I have to remember I am good enough….it is good enough…my website… it’s about as real as it gets to representing me because it’s all me doing it… my photos, my words, my classes and events… I have something good to share with others and I need to stop feeling and thinking I’m not good enough…
I know I am not the only one with this internal struggle… I am not alone… I am not unworthy and I am committed shining my light as bright as I can … some days are brighter than others and that’s ok.
Trying my best to face the light…
to feel the light and to be the light…